July 19, 2008

July 14, 2008

Final Notice

This is getting ridiculous. I need to carry around my journal or something, especially since work is waning down in peak vacation season. I wish I were a little bit more motivated in making things, especially since I want to get better at drawing.

I've taken to writing down key phrases on post-its at work in hopes that this will get me to do things when I get home, but it never pans out that way. Mostly because I don't believe I can make something that I like, which is the dumbest excuse ever. I'm still reeling from drawing for two hours and my computer randomly shutting down, and then crying for ten minutes and then mourning for a day.

So I will draw later, after I make dinner...
I think.

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I've also noticed that being in school, or rather the thought of going back to school gets me excited because, 1- I want to get a better job that is at least somewhat reflective of my capabilities and interests &, 2- The more immediate effect: I feel an urgency in having to know what's happening around me and the connection which stems from that to the entire world.

It took me a good ten minutes trying to phrase that correctly.